It's amazing how much actually happens in a years span. I was reminded of that as I read my prior posts except it's been about 3 years to be exact. I can't possibly fill in the blanks in one blog. So I will try my best to say it in a few sentences. After all less is always more:
2010. Excitement. New chapter. New faces. Familiar places. Caught up. All is good. Bad news. Finding the diamond in all that rough. Going back on a promise only to survive. Respecting myself even if that meant telling my boss to go fuck himself. The reality of it all. Back in square one. Building a window when all you want is a new door that comes knocking. Making it work. Random encounters with old acquaintances. 2012. A year like no other. Life moves really fast. It all makes sense. Every single thing that never did, now makes perfect sense. Progression. Career. More money. Life continues to go really fast. The plateau. Refamiliarizing myself the reality of positive reinforcements. LA. I'm really here. Someone else's dollar. Sun. Glad to be back. Finish what I attempted to start in 2001. Lucky. Everything come's with strings. Jet setter. Familiar faces in familiar places. Where is home? Lost. Huge apartment. Surreal moment. Time passes by really fast. NYC. Hurricane Sandy. LA. Unsure. Christmas. Family. Fun. So much fun. LA. Fast forward. NYC. Brooklyn. It was like a dream. I'm awake. Honeymoon feeling. Honeymoon over. South Beach, Miami. Best place ever. NYC. rat race. I know what this next chapter is called. I'm strategically planning...
I can see beyond the smokescreen:)